Ugh. I’ve hit the job anxiety stage, which hopefully won’t last long before it gets to the ok-I’m-doing-good stage, but is not fun while it lasts. I had my 3-month review (3 months?! HOW!) and work are still happy, which is awesome, and I’m still loving it, which is even more awesome, and I’m making friends and plotting world domination and eating cake and reading books.
Apart from the anxiety which is just….my daft brain. My colleague has been absolutely wonderful with it (I may have cried on him a little bit…) and it’s mostly under control, so I’m hoping it lasts!
I’ve been investigating more bits of Oxford; I ended up randomly going out for dinner with a friend earlier this week, went out for cake with some work friends yesterday, am going out again at the end of the week (yeah, this week is taking up all my social spoons!) – it’s really nice to have the energy to explore and see people.
The housing situation (aka. I can’t stay at Jo’s forever, lovely as she is) is hopefully getting sorted *fingers crossed* and I still get to walk down the river every morning for my commute, and I’ve been getting some writing done…
I’d just like the weather to be a little less hot (if only because it makes it hard to sleep, and restless + anxiety brain = nightmares) but hey, I can live with sunshine when Oxford’s a beautiful city to wander around.
So everything is still grand! I have spoons and not too much anxiety and I’m getting to read amazing books as part of my job, and life currently rocks!