I’m trying to ignore the world, mostly; I’ve done what I can and, despite there being so much hate around, I’m focusing on making the world a tiny bit better. What’s making me happy in March 2019?
And it’s a work book, too, so I might be able to buy it. EEEEEEEH. (I love my job!)
Other books, too; I’ve been re-reading The Long Way To A Small Angry Planet; re-reading The Goblin Emperor – ALSO DID I TELL YOU GUYS THAT WE GOT IT? We’re republishing it in the UK with a much nicer cover (sorry to the original designer, but that original one is awful) and OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I think I’ve read it nine times now. GO AND BUY IT. It is so pretty!
I’m also working through my TBR stack – currently reading The Court of Broken Knives and This Savage Song, amongst others. Books rock!
Otter discovered that there’s a shop in Oxford that sells Tony’s Chocolonely and it’s just the most amazing thing. Up until now it’s only been sold in the Netherlands (oh noes, trips to Amsterdam – who needs to come back with weed in your suitcase when you could bring chocolate?) but I am now planning a trip over to the Covered Market. It doesn’t look like they do all the flavours, which means I’ll still have to go to Amsterdam, but hey ho.
4. The red kite
The red kite has been floating around; from the front window, there’s a view over the hill and down into the valley, and it seems to be a favourite hunting spot. It’s been really fun spotting it almost every day – during the storm when it wasn’t even having to flap, just hovering valiantly in the wind and being blown all over the place; on sunny, calm days when it’s just soaring with the thermals; on those misty still days when it disturbs every eddy of fog. I love the gentle movements of the tail-feathers that send it whirling in a tight circle, and the easy tilt to the wings that send it climbing.
I’m still having days where I’m struggling – I always will – but I’m still trying to take two steps forward for every step back. I’ve seen a doctor about something small that’s been bothering me for years. I’m looking into brushing up my music theory; I’ve picked up my piano music and started playing the piano again – and I’m singing again! I’m making a determined effort to get through my TBR pile. I’m taking more selfies. I’m getting together cards and making an effort to be more in contact with friends that I don’t see as often as I’d like. I’m trying to do something useful with my time instead of going on Reddit; I’m sewing, or reading, or thinking about writing. I’m trying to be more present in my every day life; I’m trying to be kinder, and helpful, and listen more.
And even when I have bad days, I’m accepting them as they come – and as long as I can do one useful thing, one thing that improves me or someone else around me, then I’m considering that a win.
(PS. I haven’t got glasses – I was just messing around with my partner’s!)